The End?

well thats it.
its all done.
its all over.
its all finished.

as of the 24/11/2010 i have -officially- graduated.
I am SO not ready to be released into the wild open world of crazy!
I mean seriously, me, get a real job? are you kidding?!
So as exciting as the whole graduating thing is, it kinda scares the shit out of me.
I'm 20 years old for crying out loud!
I don't know what I want to do!
I can hardly dress myself (yes i still out things on the wrong way/inside out/on the wrong foot from time to time) let alone be trusted in a real, full time, 'work for the man' job!!

To be honest I dont think I want one right now. Which I know is stupid, but the way I see it, there is still too much for me to do.
I want to have fun and do crazy stuff before I'm too old to do it all. Most of all though I want to travel. I want to go to so many places it's insane. I dont even know where to start! or how to get enough money to go to them all. I know ill need a job, but I dont want a serious one that I am going to get sucked into and realise in 10 years time that I have been to caught up to follow my dreams, as lame as that sounds, its true. It happens all the time and I dont want it to happen to me.

At the moment I am saving for Leakycon 2011, it will be the first Harry Potter Conference that i will attend and I cannot wait! I am working my ass off in a basic christmas casual job and saving all I can just to make enough to get there. I love Australia to bits, but i was born with the travel bug and i neeeeeed to travel soon!!

So far i plan to spend at least 3-4 weeks in the US. I figured if im going to go all the way over there, I might as well spend some time seeing some other places i am dying to go to.
I have real issues with saving though, so if anyone has any good tips, um help?! lol